WHY?

I don't know why I'm writing this or if it's even a good idea to write this. I'm just bored and can't sleep and it may be because I have so much going on in my mind. Or maybe it's because I feel like I'm annoying my friends and family by not being able to talk about anything else except for my accident. Maybe it's because in a way, I don't want to forget the details about what I went through (not that I think I ever will, but I don't know, it can and probably has happened to people). Or it might be some narcissistic way of thinking that I WANT people to hear my story. It might also be because I need a way to cope after what I've gone through and call me crazy but I think for an almost 22 year old I have been through A LOT.